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Five Ways to Scribe Your Intuition
© 2001-2006 Kathleen Adams. All rights reserved. Reproduction prohibited without permission.
Believe me, after 15 years as a journal
therapist, I know there are dozens of good reasons to write things down.
But none intrigues, delights or satisfies me more consistently than giving
written form to the still, small voice inside - the voice of intuition.
So grab your notebook, blank book, clean
computer screen, legal pad, or whatever you write on (it doesn't matter
what it is, as long as it feels comfy) and let's explore five ways to
scribe your intuition. Donāt worry about "rules" like
spelling, grammar, or if youāre doing it "right." In my
journal universe, the only "rule" is allegiance to your own soul
and spirit.
1. Keep an intuition log. New
to the intuition game? Not even sure how to recognize that still, small
voice? Start by noticing. Be an intuition detective, gathering clues to
what might be intuitive flashes or hits. Just as you might write
down five gratitudes at the end of each day, try writing five experiences,
thoughts or "random" events that might have been intuition. Be
sure to note your bodyās response. Did you experience a "pop"
or "aha" of recognition, like a lightbulb over your head? Was it
a stirring in your tummy? Was it an opening and softening of your heart?
Did you get goose bumps? You'll quickly learn to recognize your own
"felt-sense" of intuition.
2. Get curious about patterns.
Angeles Arrien says, "If something knocks on your door three times,
answer the door." A client of mine - let's call him Jeff -
described to me a sensation in his body, near his gut, "that feels
like a hole but is not a wound." Based on the conversation we were
having, I said, "Sounds like it might be a yearning." A strange
look came over Jeff's face. He said, "That's funny. All week Iāve
had the chorus of an old Supremes song running through my head - "Iāve
got that yearning, burning feeling inside meā" - and just yesterday,
somebody told me I reminded him of someone who was yearning for
redemption."
"Get to a clean page in your
notebook," I said. "Give me five minutes on yearning. Write
everything you know. Ready, set, go." As Jeff discovered in the
write, his intuition was guiding him back to an earlier life experience
that wanted to be embraced, explored and expanded.
3. Pay attention to the perfection of
"mistakes." Eleanor was
feeling mad at herself when she arrived at Monday afternoon writing group.
She had just come from a bon voyage party for a friend who was moving
away. Eleanorās assignment for the celebration had been to bring helium
balloons. Because she couldn't see out her rear-view mirror with the
balloons bouncing around in her back seat, she pulled over en route and
put them in the trunk.
She arrived at the park where the party was
being held, scooping up purse and packages as she exited the car. But when
she opened the trunk, juggling her armload of stuff, the balloons escaped
and floated away. She watched, helpless, as her beautiful bouquet of
well-wishes wafted heavenward.
Of course in the end it didn't matter a
whit, and the party was just as lovely with the thought of balloons as
with the balloons themselves. But Eleanor still felt abashed.
"What if there's a bigger story
here?" I asked her. "What's your Higher Self trying to tell
you?" And she wrote:
I wanted the balloons to make people
smile, and I realize that my story caused lots of smiles. I'm
sure there is also a message for me to stop berating myself and
telling myself "how stupid I can be". Releasing the
balloons that said "Best wishes" and "Good luck"
seems now to be like a prayer that I have held in my heart for the
world. I have had this wish and said this prayer to myself so many
times as I hear of the sadness and tragedy in the world. Perhaps
this is God's way of telling me that my thoughts and prayers
released with a loving intent is all that the Divine Power needs to
make this world a better place. And my intuition tells me that I must
not berate myself with the idea that what I do is so little compared
to what needs to be done. It says that once I release the loving
thoughts, they can spread far and wide, ending up somewhere I can't
even imagine, just like the balloons.
4. Be a scribe for the still, small voice
inside. Recently I was frustrated
to bits with a business project that just wasn't flowing. No matter how
much I tried to stay fluid and open to guidance, I found myself stopped at
every turn. Each time I hit the wall, I did an intuition check - asking
inside if this project was the right thing to be doing, and if this was
the right time to be doing it. I consistently got "green light"
answers, which made the discontinuity with my experience even more
baffling.
Finally, in utter exasperation, I sat down
with my journal. "What is it that I'm not seeing here?" I
asked myself, and then I got quiet and sat in silence. Although I had
written about this situation many times, I knew there had to be something
deeper that I was missing. Slowly, words began to form in my mind. I wrote
them down, at first haltingly, then more quickly. Within ten minutes, I
knew what had been eluding me. The project was in fact right, and the
timing was also right. But there was one element of the project that
needed a subtle shift. Once my intuition pointed it out to me, I instantly
saw the enormity of the positive difference that subtle shift would make.
So I committed to it, revisioned the project accordingly, and immediately
found myself back in flow.
5. If words won't come, try drawing or
collage. Sometimes intuition would
rather speak in symbols than in English. Jane, a woman who is struggling
to liberate herself from a marriage that feels like a slow death, e-mailed
me this story:
Last night, late, after working really
hard on something, I was about to fall into bed and decided instead
that I felt too separated from my art. I thought I would take just a
few minutes and make something, to reconnect. At first I just smudged
colors and made a background. At that point I was going to put it away
and save it for another project, but I decided instead to draw
abstract lines. I drew a few and felt awkward about it. Thought, well,
the paper's ruined now anyway, I might as well keep going. I drew a
shape I thought looked really dumb. Kept going anyway. When I had just
about filled up the whole thing I put down the pastels and thought,
now WHAT am I going to do with this. Can I somehow salvage that pretty
background? Erase the lines? Cut it up for collage?
I stepped back about three paces and
looked at it again, and had the wind knocked out of me. It was a bird,
as clear as can be. Not a literally interpreted bird, but a sort of
primitive interpretation of a bird. I had drawn a top knot on its
head, even, and not realized it was a bird. I have to tell you it gave
me the chills. So then I sat right down and wrote to my most ardently
skeptical artist friend about it, and uploaded a scan to her.
Finally went to bed, wondering if I had been touched by something or
other, or if I was imagining things. This morning I got up to find a
post from above-noted skeptical friend. I mean skeptical. This woman
is a wonderful artist but is a just-the-facts-only type. Here's what
she said. Jane. It's the phoenix.
Now THAT gave me chills. I went to read
the myth of the phoenix, and how only one ever lives and when it
senses its oncoming death it goes to its nest, sets itself aflame,
sings as it burns, and a new phoenix arises from the ashes. Yikes.
It's hard to think I was not touched by something.
Yes, it certainly seems as if Jane were
touched by something - something that is reaching out to touch each one
of us. Every day our souls reach out and speak to us from ancient mythic
realms, assuring us that we are profoundly loved, that we are
astonishingly wise, and that communication with our own deepest knowing is
as close as the next clean page or clean screen of our journals.
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